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Hi, I am a experiencer whom has had a lifetime of encounters, many, many during the daytime with extreme up close encounters, with witnesses and lost time. Once -four of us had a extreme close encounter,(the classic silver UFO was no more than 100 meters away, hovering two stories off the ground) during the day and we lost 6-7 hours. 35 years later we still can't believe what happened. Denial is very hard in circumstances like this, but it is all that keeps me from insanity that seems to overtake too many people. You can visibly see the glass eyed stare on many people in this field. The majority of lifers don't come out of the proverbial closet they hide in, as ten minutes perusing the internet , would scare any rational person to keep their mouths shut.. I am sure that is why witnesses- like in the O'Hare airport case.. shut up very quickly.

Anyways, I have listened to a few podcasts about this Disclosure crap and had to post my response, which I have posted on a site or two. (Whitney Strieber posted it on his site) Please, I am not looking to argue, nor desire the attacks that is so common in this field. I just want to post my feelings, which of course, have been colored by 55 years of direct contact with this unreality.

I understand that fans of this field, won't understand this negative opinion. It is similar to how fans of the history of war, still think it as romantic and adventurous. They read hundreds of books, maybe even write a few and they talk to vets, attend conferences and become experts/researchers in the field....BUT what do they really know about war, nothing compared to the experiencer who lived through it. You want to know about war, talk to a vet, but like experiencers in this field- they don't like to talk about it.

Disclosure? Not a chance in hell

The reason is very simple, it is fear - the general public would be scared shitless, way worse than they were by Sept. 11th or even during any of our past world wars.

The public needs to believe the military or police can or at some point in the future, keep them safe. They hold onto that belief (denial) so they can sleep and still get up in the morning and function day to day, BUT, how would they feel when they find out their government is absolutely - totally powerless and these aliens have been taking people anytime they want and conducting medical experiments on them. Can you imagine how people will react when the authorities are forced to admit they are absolutely totally powerless against these forces and you and your loved ones, are on your own?

The majority of abductees suffer with PTSD and are traumatized... most often since early childhood. What our experience shows- this is not the wonderful space brother concept that delusional fans of this phenomenon hope it will be. Most people do not understand the surreal fear and anxiety abductee's deal with. People, who think that the public could handle this, are emotionally removed from reality or more likely are trying to show how smart and sophisticated they are. We haven’t emotionally evolved any since the War of the Worlds radio show and if anything are angrier and more scared then during those bucolic times.

If disclosure happened, the news would be 24/7 interviewing abduction researchers and a unlimited line of SCREAMING - crying mothers and other victims, demanding someone, anyone ----PLEASE---- save their children and loved ones from the aliens. Law suits would be filed by the thousands, class actions against cities, police forces and the military. Politicians would start looking for scapegoats in the FBI, CIA and military demanding resignations and action.

Lawyers would be advertising on TV and radio... (have you seen anything unusual in the sky, think you may have missing time, nightmares, wake up frozen with fear.... have heat rashes… whoops ...I mean alien experimental injection sites? Well you are entitled to government benefits and money for pain and suffering. Call 1-800-SUE-THEM, and get restitution for the terror and mental/medical problems that you have suffered because of the governments 60 years of lies and cover-up)

People would flood Social security/welfare offices demanding benefits as they can no longer work with their PTSD and associated depression caused by abductions. Medicare would be forced to pay for therapy for hundreds of thousands who believe they have been abducted. Private long term disability insurance companies would go bankrupt as every nut files claims as they can no longer work because of their mental state.

Oil and utility stocks would crash as the public starts believing there maybe unlimited power sources being hidden by the military, but after fifty or sixty year cover up, no one would believe their denials. Consumer spending would plummet even further after the initial stockpile of guns and food.

Please don't spout the B.S that they won't Disclose because they are keeping the alien free energy - secret in order to protect their rich friends in the gas and oil industry.

Unless these UFO power systems, can be back engineered and built using two hundred dollars worth of parts from your friendly neighborhood Radio Shack and these machines are SAFE enough and fit into a standard sized apartment closet... that is not likely the reason.

Common sense, verses these B.S conspiracy theories, tells us that even if we had the technology, it would probably take hundreds of millions or billions of dollars, to build these so called FREE energy plants. Sort of like the Hydro electric dams that we have now.... FREE energy, that someone has to SELL the power in order to have the money to build, produce, maintain and deliver this FREE power to your home or business.

Schools would close when scared parents find out that their children are in class with someone who is being abducted or when children think they see something above the school playground. Kids would bully the ones they believe look like they could be abductees; These same kids would use the excuse that they couldn't do their home work last night, because they were abducted. Teachers wouldn't question these misunderstood new victims.

People would leave work or call in sick when they think they saw flashing lights or something in the sky over their work place or claim they can’t work because they were abducted last night... Their disability insurance would have to pay their claims.

I believe there would also be vigilantes' jumping into their pickups, armed to the teeth running around and shooting at unusual lights in the sky. If I had a small airplane I don't think I would fly at night.

Sightings would now be immediately broadcast on radio and local TV shows- as the media just loves to milk panic and fear. Dr. Phil would be trying to help crying abductees and their families. Crazy cults and hundreds of new age wackos would choke the airways -now that the flood gates to reality are broken.

There would be info commercials selling dubious gadgets that could protect you or set off alarms when aliens are near. There might just be a market for products like a new Preparation H with the addition of API, (Anal Probe Infection control) “Finally a medication not just for Hemorrhoids, but something NEW to help ease the pain and suffering of those alien anal probes and potential infections, Use it every day as you never know when you are going to be abducted- you will be "H"API you did”

Police departments would be flooded with sightings. Hospitals, clinics and doctors’ offices would be lined up with people demanding MRI s to check for implants.

There would be a certain percentage of the public who would not be able to function. The fear would push them over the edge and mental health facilities would be overloaded.

Wouldn't the media just love to mention the fact that many abductees had been reporting for years that we have these strong feelings that we may have been taught something, over our life times that would be awakened when the time is right? Don't you think that the paranoid and scared public would be afraid that we may be working for them? Maybe we are part alien? Would the media sensationalize their reports with cuts from movies like- Independence Day or Invasion of the Body Snatchers.... Yea, when you consider how many thousands of times they replayed the planes flying into the World Trade Centers or they way they tried to panic everyone over the potential killer Bird flu ....

This fear mongering would be guaranteed.

People would start discriminating against having abductees in their apartment or condo buildings. Would you want someone living next door that could bring the aliens so close that you could get caught up in their next abduction? Frantic people just wouldn't want aliens coming so close to their loved ones at school or their work place. Just imagine finding out the nursery teacher of your little precious baby -might be an abductee and the aliens might abduct them as well? What about your bus driver? Your dentist? What about your surgeon? Would you want to trust your life or loved ones life, to someone who could be abducted while they are operating, flying the plane, or driving the school bus?

Would you hire someone for your company that could be abducted at anytime - knowing that they are hiding their trauma and psychological issues?

I wonder how long it would take before abductees become the new discriminated class. Could rocks through our windows and graffiti on our homes happen next? Since our leaders are unable to do anything to protect the populace and they need to do something for the angry voters to remain in power---- could determent camps be possible? Happened before and could easily happen again. (Ha, might explain those FEMA camps I have read about)

Considering our past and the way people really are, it makes the above scenario much more likely than humanity awakening to a new age of peace and harmony... I wouldn't start joining hands and singing “We are the world” anytime soon.

Oh, I just wanted to mention, the majority of abductees - ignore or just feel sorry for the 98% of the crazies who obsess about night time terror/dreams and/or tiny tiny little lights in the sky. Abductees all share a funny coincidence that most of us have had EXTREME up close daytime encounters with witnesses -sometime- in our lifetime of encounters and still try to hang onto denial. Many of us have lost friends and even loved ones who just can’t handle sharing an encounter with us. Relatives who are unlucky enough to be with us when we have a close encounter, (or in my case more than once) don't seem to be very anxious to talk about it anymore than they would about any other extreme traumatic event. As one of my brothers sometimes says, “why bring that up again, it scares me and I get depressed thinking about it, let it go”…(he and his wife shared a daytime, extreme up close encounter with 6-7 hours of lost time).

Unfortunately with me, it doesn't ever go away as I look up into the sky with dread and a burning anxiety…


Doug