When I discovered that I was God
A dreamy existence
Kamjal and I stand at the Earth's opposite pole, across the universe, and look at the bright port
to drug-Semitism. All around us are the palm trees, especially palms, we see a large turtle with
a big spider standing on the shell. The infrared radiation from Betelgeuse prevents the soil from
develop spiritually. Once we get past Betelgeuse, we are free from Drogismens radiation. I get the seal
on the forehead, arms, legs and testicles to protect me from Drogismens codes on earth.
People are Drogismens victims.
10 000 years into the future, I see an earth consisting of desert. About 200 years is the great powers forgotten, then
governing African world. I see a small plane off the Pleiades. I have been asked to teach
androids who cultivates the soil in which to think.
I see a big black pyramid rising from the sea. The water foams against the sides as it travels up
from the sea. Someone holds up a wine glass with a grape in. I taste the drink and it tastes
I lie in bed and knows how someone wraps an invisible bandage on my body. I know how
it is wound around and around and I ask - what it is for, but I get no response.
I'm out on a heath. There's a bench there, on the bench sits a man holding up a sheet of paper
against me. I can see that something is written on it, then I stand on the heath again with small hills with
bushes here and there.
I lie in bed and look out the window. Small, small dots will then top-up through
window and out through the room. I feel that someone or something comes in and sets
next to the window. The bright spots continue to come, there is a water glass on the dresser, I
lies motionless and sees it. After a long time, I feel that there is a high-ranking creature. He
says: Thank you, and he and the dots disappear. I remained for a moment and think about what has happened.
I travel with me and go into the kitchen, watching the clock and realize that the whole incident took three hours.
I lie relaxed on the couch in the living room and think about Kamjal, then I feel afterwards that
it gets light around me and that I hover five feet above the sofa. So I am going through a
spaceship, see two levers that move forward. I turn around and see the Earth as a blue small
ball far away, so we begin rapidly approaching the blue ball. Suddenly, we are above a great sea and
dive into a light blue opaque. At the bottom are the old ruins, pillars and a large statue with a broken
face. I see a glass dome on the ground where I stand and look up at me.
Experience and dream
I'm out on the river and fish, when I look down into the water, I see three bright points quickly go beyond the
the water. I row ashore and go home. When I get home, I have no power. I may lose
basement and replace the three plugs. At night I dream that I am without power, I take a flashlight
and go into the cellar to change plugs. Downstairs in the basement, I am suddenly without flashlight. No
standing in front of me and keep it in and lit on me. Then the three bright creatures up,
mäniskoliknande but billowing fog creatures, two of them pulling me and trying to get me
in the boiler room, the third kissed me on the cheek, so the dream was over.
A friend comes to visit, he sees an old iron weight that I have purchased and have been standing in
bookshelf. He lifts it up and asks if he can buy it. I think and hesitate when I see one
bright blue light in weight, so I reply, "maybe later". It is night, I find it hard to breathe. As
many times before I get up and out and take the car to run a bit, and as usual I get easier
to breathe when I come out of the house. When I drove seven, eight kilometers, I see a black shadow in the form
of a human body on the road. The strikes in the car when I drive on it. I dare not stay without
continues to run a mil. On the way home, nothing happens, if breathing has eased and I go and
to bed and sleep. In the morning when I wake up I go out and check on the car, but I see no
marks on it. Much later I read in a book that when the spirits are present, you get too much
energy and have difficulty breathing.
I see a black human-like shadow coming from below the main road up to the summer house. Then
, two bright creatures, a man and a woman, the same as I have seen in the hall in the village, from
dwelling house and hurries to the cottage, as if they were to meet there. I wake up and are
afraid, looks out the window, but sees nothing.
My brother and his family is sleeping upstairs. I lie and sleep on the lower deck in
I wake up and see two bright creatures, a man and a woman with bright robes, they look like
people are bright, blonde both, and maybe in the 25-year-old walking hand in hand from the kitchen
and through the hall, they will disappear.
I lie and sleep when there are two gray beings who take me up in each arm and we go right up
through the roof, as in an elevator. I am in an intersection when something comes down from the sky. A tall blonde
woman descends, she is long over six feet, and she laughs and says: - You'll find me never! I
gets angry and says: - Do not try, so I push her down in a snowdrift. After that dream understand
I am no longer the word "Death". I have tried but no longer understand the meaning. We all have a spiritual
body that continues after death.
I lie and sleep, wakes up and sees a bright creature with bright robes run laughing through
room, it's the same woman, and went through the hall. I drive my car in daylight, when a shot
pops off so that it echoed throughout the car. I drive my car, one of my nightly trips. I have a CD in
stereo. It comes in votes in stereo, it is called multiple calls and people talking while the disc
will go. The words I remember are "platform" and "Vällingby". I go and turn. When I go home, go
door up and something or someone grabs the wheel and turn the car on the roadside. After some sort of
wrestling for control over the steering wheel, I closed the door and manage to fix the car. Since becoming stationary
and I drive the car home. I'm on my way home after having visited my brother a couple of mil off. I have
excessive speed in a curve, father of the way across a snow drift down into the ditch. Many thoughts have time to go
past the head. "Obesiktad and everything," I think, "No I do not want, I want on the road again!" Then
it becomes a bright light and so is the car on the road in the right lane and the front faces homeward. I sit
still for a while then I go home slowly. An elderly friend go out on a Saturday. A week later call
phone, I go and respond. I can hear someone breathing heavily and you will hear the "thump thump thump". I
shouts hello several times but no answer. I hang up, go to bed and think about what
or whoever it might be. After a while I realized what it was. My friend who passed away one week
previously, breathing heavily and thump his cane as he was leaning against the wooden floor. It was nice
that he sent a greeting.
I go to visit a few friends. He is gone but she serves coffee. I sit at
table and drink. So I notice that I have a gray shadow behind me. I turn around see it
danger to the hall. I look at my friend and said: - Did you notice? - Yes, she replied. There was a young girl
she called out "Hello" with a young voice. I sit on the sofa and smoke, then said a voice from the hall -
Don t look. I look down at the floor and sees a small ball rolls in and stops in the middle of
the floor. There are various fields in some sort of light gray, the rest is transparent, size about 15 cm
in diameter. I look up at my cockatoo and see that it looks straight at the kitchen floor. I woke up next
morning in my bed and have no idea what happened. I often wonder if it was my soul I saw.
I'm in the living room on his way into the kitchen when I see a little gray creature glimpsed by in a corner, the
are dimmed and about 120 cm, a humanoid, I think. It often happens that I see shifts in the air in
the house, sometimes translucent movements, sometimes light blue shades. One night I dreamed that I had a
light blue sort of fog around me in bed and I have never slept so good. There are other stories
on the blue rail in books. I'm in the barn and tweaking when I notice that something will
in. I felt it, or it wanted me to clean the barn. I look at the gutter on the floor
which is full of junk. - I promise to clean up, I say. Much later, a friend visiting. We
talking and going to watch the apple trees. She stops and looks at the barn and asks: -
Do you have tenants in the barn? - No, I replied. We stand in silence and look at the apple orchard, then says
she, - I think it wants you to clean up. I replied: - I know, have not had time yet, I am waiting for
to remove the car from the port. A few weeks later I got rid of the car and cleaned up in
the barn. I lie in bed in the village, there is something on the top floor. An invisible voice says;
- Hold my hand! I hug an unseen hand, something comes down the stairs. - Do not look, says
voice, I close my eyes, squeeze and fear. This one comes down the stairs into the hall, I
hear the front door is opened o closed. I open my eyes, the voice says: - Go into the kitchen. I rise
up and go into the kitchen, slowly I go to the window and looks out. I see a translucent creature that
heat shimmer above a hot road, but in the form of a body. It goes against the car, take the back door but
then disappears down the entrance. The voice says: - Drink it up! I take a glass of water and drink.
A few days afterwards, I see a small cloud of those waves in the kitchen. I'd better drink up the
there too I think and take a glass of water.
Kamjal - I call her so. She says she comes from a town in the future called Kamjal.
She came in 2002 to stay and help with everything. - I am your contract, she says. I
saw her many years ago in Stockholm, but knew nothing then, I was just confused. One time
she stood in the hallway of the apartment building where I lived. Another time she stood in the domestic hall at the airport.
Now she has come to stay. She says - I m waiting. Time flows like many times before, lights
and goes out like a shining star in the sky, like a lamp. It is time flow Kamjal says.
I lie on the sofa and rest, then slightly translucent flying into the kitchen. It folds
the legs, I feel a slight pressure. There will be another one still in and through the rooms as if it
looking for something. It disappears. The pressure on the legs eases and what I have lying on the legs father
up and disappear as well.
At home on the mountain, it is evening and I lie in bed and rest. I hear Kamjal say; - Someone wants
meet you. I get up and go into the kitchen, sit at the table. Everything is quiet and I think what
it is. I sit and look out the kitchen window facing the road. Then I see display cabinet behind me reflect
in the kitchen window. It is a creature in front of the cabinet. Slowly open the door to the display cabinet, so
turn it on behind me. It has brown fur all over your body, your eyes are glowing yellow. Slow
it approaches me. I see the wink, the light turns green when it flashes. I blink
back with one eye where I sit and look out the window. Slowly approaching it from behind. I know
I did not manage to sit still any longer. I take my right hand and hitting the left shoulder and
thinking; Now we will contact. Then it was gone and I have not seen it since.
It is evening and dark. I've sat and watched TV. I'm going into the kitchen when I feel it
is something outside the front door. Neck hairs rise up, the entire back is lumpy. - You will not
in, I say, and go gently against the front door and teeth brolampan. I walk into the kitchen and put
me at the table. I'll wait a long time but everything is quiet so I go to bed. I do not know what it was
for anything. I stand in the kitchen in front of a border of some kind. I feel powerless and feel
a terrible despair over not being able to get through. I have gotten up and go out to
snowmobiling down to the village. I look up to heaven and sees an elongated object high up. I start
scooter and follow, it also travels to the village sloping westward. As I approach the village disappears
the horizon. A flying cigar.
I see two glowing creatures in the kitchen, which by candle light, they look like humans, they are about 150 cm
long, they stand and look at me - We are few left, they say. It feels like they are the oldest living
I lie in bed in the village, feel lonely and abandoned. Then put one hand in mine and
I know three little fingers in my hand. - You'll enjoy forever but you have to die first said it.
I answer: - Yes, since becoming quiet and still and I fall asleep. I lie in bed and looks great
rivulets of blood running down the headboard. I do not know what that means. I lie in the half-stupor on
upstairs and rest, so raise any volume on the lower floor as bass drums in the floor.
Some comments by Kamjal
You are of the same race. You have a gift. Want to be a prophet? Suffice it to. It grows quickly in space. I
To have life. There are 15,000 civilizations around the earth. I ask: - Is Jesus? - "He
will. "- Can I become a medium? -" Oh, yes "- Salutation in space? -" Thanks for dinner. "It
Thank you for the spiritual food.
I do not know who of my friends behind my back in the village. So she draws a finger across the
my neck from behind and says: - The tattoo you!
Quotes from various old books and your own comments
There are many known sequence, but most come from ancient Egypt. Copts came from
Tanzania and Africa to Egypt and then spread to Palestine. The most fanatical Jews worship
still Copts. The Jews may have been nomads who came from Southeast Asia, and drove the
Canaanite population? From the peninsula Lisa n were around in 1810 still a ford on
which one could walk across the Dead Sea. In central Africa marshes were a people who
called Hamit, Africa's indigenous peoples they were brown with a similar South American look.
If you read on the development of languages was Hamit the language most closely related to the white race. About
to speculate about, and read about Atlantis, it will use to build pyramids of Atlantis
South America and from there came perhaps to Africa? Looking at the albatros Board's distribution exists
only between two latitudes, which goes over Makoroffdjupet and Bermuda. I do not know if they
still have found sea albatros's breeding grounds. Albatrosses might be looking for Atlantis? -
Mentioned by Homer, who claims he took part of his information from ancient Egyptian
Time Fusion - if I drive for 2 km in 2 minutes, going the same distance in 20 minutes, it means that
civilization reached 2 km, 18 minutes faster at 1 million years? (Homo Sapiens 1 million years) Love
is a suggestion for us to survive as a species. Life flows constantly through different dimensions, when
we die floats we move to a new dimension. I'm looking for Drogismens father, we are Drogismens victims.
A couple are tonk lang harmony. Is it because the brain is enclosed within a shell, which we imagine an end
the Universe and can not understand infinity?
Semjal say they landed in the sea for half a million years ago. In a dream I see a large pyramid
come from the sea with the water rushing by the sides. Is it Semjal and her civilization that is
the origin of all earthly pyramids? The first pyramids were built during the Old Kingdom between
2750 BC and 2280 BC. During this time built Cheops, the largest pyramid. Built
pharaohs pyramids for themselves to mimic Semjal and her civilization spaceship?
Queen of Sheba belonged Semmiterna which belonged Hammiterna, Africa's indigenous peoples. Was
when Copts, descended from Hammiterna came to Egypt as the practice of building
pyramids started? Coptic Church must come from Semjals civilistation and Jesus was a
of purchased or one of Semjals population? Was it a big pyramid ship
blown up / killed at Tunguska, Siberia? For over a century, mariners in the Indian
Ocean told of large luminous wheels rolled over the surface. Rotating and foaming wheels
Persian Gulf April 1, 1956, three cases of different ships 1967th
MIB men in black
David Tansley, a UFO-theorist has thrown the "Mib" would be some kind of demonic,
supernatural beings. I drove on a black character (demon) with my car. It slammed into the
car but there was no marks on it. It may be that the black characters can have dark
clothes on other occasions, and then called the "Men in Black". I have also seen a dark 50-talsbil
follow me on a summer evening and then disappear. There are tales of dark creatures more
one hundred years back in time.
Arts and Mathematics
They say the universe is built on mathematics. If you have a stretch in the air and the idea is
in one place, and looks at a different place on the route. It is also one or is it philosophical? About
universe is built on math, we should not just think mathematically or are not we part
of the universe? Or is there a spiritual universe?
The mathematical terms
Example: If you have a brick and measure it, we say that it is thirty inches long. So
we measure from the center of our Big Bang to the outermost detected matter (celestial bodies). We
says that the radius is thirty inches, so we draw a circle around it all and figure out everything in
mathematical terms and explains that it is the universe. So we travel beyond all known boundaries, into
the infinite and mathematics is meaningless. But the idea is working and can be used. So we travel
a day in the infinite and comes to a different Big Bang (the universe). There we find the matter
and can begin to measure and use math again. In the infinite works only the human senses,
philosophy of logic and imagination. But you can use mathematics by measuring up your ship, then
your ship has become a universe. If you do not have a ship, not even a body, then you have
nothing to measure and it is meaningless. You are just a being, there are things like being with us here
Is the Big Bang or the universe or two that move? (Expands) it should be possible to measure
mass in empty space (vacuum) if it is moving or standing still (there should be some small particles).
Then there would be many Big Bang, if space is infinite, as it should be. There is a
theory of Fred Hoyle, "The steady state theory," If you light a firecracker and throw up
it in the air so it explodes like a Big Bang, but then it disappears and the environment is left.
(Time and space). The time is constant, the room changes (dimensions bills). It should not go to
a journey through time in one dimension (this dimension) but you travel to another dimension, it has been
made a journey through time.
Or is it the one that scientists say, there's only one Big Bang, the universe's origin, or
they advocate, nothing exploded out of nothing UTI nothing and so created the universe? Or
the fact is that nothing changes? At one time advocated that the sun revolves around the earth.
And the earth is still the center, now in a single universe created out of a Big Bang.
Man is the same as ever, the center of everything. All creatures common spirituality is God. The body
is the spirit temple. Wake's house! When I was a child, 7-8 years, I stood outside the house and saw 3
small triangular planes fly along the road. When I did military service, I was a mechanic and
took care of the Dragon Plan. How can black holes send out X-rays?
Twilight Zone - Between dream and reality
Pali, my dear humanoidväninna, I love her neck, the shimmer of the rainbow. A
evening she said to me: - Last night we will gather gods. - Well, I say and do not understand much. I
sitting at the table and everything is quiet. Dusk falls, the mist falls, both the mundane to the o
-dimensional. Then the trolls, giants and all sorts of creatures from the unreal.
People gods, smoking god, envious god etc. All will, it takes all night.
I sit at the table still and motionless. Pali is on the floor in front of me, she looks so small and brittle
out, but she is stronger than most. So when they came one by one, giants, trolls and all human gods.
The fact is that there are gods for all sorts of things that people ask for and Pali have said that we
will collect it at night. They come one by one and all have gold rings as proof of their
divinity. They come in and see me sitting still and motionless, so they put their rings on
the floor beside me. They come in a steady stream throughout the night. Then begin some powerful gods to doubt;
and go and take back their gold rings. They become hesitant when they see me sitting motionless and new
gods continually press, so they go to bed back their rings again. So it goes throughout
night, it finally peters out and Pali and I'll be alone. I notice that Pali may own
consider functions of all the power that lies on the floor, so I'll take two rings and thread across her neck. -
Forgive me, 'she says, taking two rings that she wood of my leg. I turn around and look
through a hole straight through the earth to the other side of the globe, which sits Blenda, my
young love. Above her is a little blond boy, with hands crossed as if he
prays. I think, it's her boy? I cry out to Blenda; - How's it going? - Good, she says, - We have
collected almost all rings, we can cope very well. - Bye, I answer. All the time I see the princess
of Monaco to run naked in a garden and scream completely insane. I see Prince Rainier of
Monaco standing in costume, and so bows himself, then it's all over. (A week later dies Prince Rainier of
Monaco.) I go to bed. When I wake in the morning I turn on the TV, they show a
programs on papal elections. I feel all the time that I see on the program, how an invisible ring
circulates over the right leg. I heard a robotic voice that I asked different things all the time, so silent
and a new voice with a higher level accounts. This is repeated several times over a period of time. I ask
Pali what it is, it's our little secret she replies. I promise an evening surgery if they want, if
they are not dangerous. So one evening, they will, it makes a lot of pain around the left ear for a long time. I
fall asleep to the end and notice then that I have an oblong lump under the left ear.
Some apeman seems to be immune to bullets while others seem to have the ability to
just disappear. All continents are still wilderness, jungle or forest-covered mountains. Europe
has the smallest surface non-civilized territory which may explain why reports of apeman
almost never occur there. During the 70s there were several sightings of Hibagon as the
known in Japan. 1974 saw the farmer Albert Kubo a 1.5 m wide-eyed creature. On the
Australian continent is called the Yowie. Observations are reported on a regular basis ever since 1700 -
century's end. The Australian Yowie researcher Rex Gilroy has collected more than 3,000 reports o
observations. One observation in particular close range was reported by a national workers in
Springbrook area in Queensland in March 1978. When he heard a grunting sound, he thought that a
pig let loose and went into the woods to look for it. Then it was something that made him look
up there, four feet in front of him, stood a large, black-haired little over two feet long haired
human-like creature. It had a flat, black and shiny face with two large yellow eyes and
a hole to mouth. When I was on a fishing trip in the mountains a fall in the early 80th century it became dark. I
had to sit on a rock for hours and wait for dawn. When it became light, I saw that there
was white on the ground, it had started snowing during the night. I stood up, stretched out my lead and
began to walk DOWN the mountain on the way home. When I get down to the tree line and into the
fir, I come to a clearing and I hear the grunts behind a tree next to me. I
stiffens, stands motionless and paralyzed. I do not know how long I stand there but then I regain
consciousness, I stand still and look straight ahead, not daring to move. About a 100 meters
in front of me, I see a bog, I begin to move forward, stiffly and looking straight in front of me. So
I go until I'm a bit out of the bog, where I stop and turn around slowly about, stand still and look at
the woods behind me and think that I must be prepared to defend myself. I stand there and look
but neither see nor hear any more and starts to rapidly go neröver until I come to a road and
go home. I have all these years thought it was a bear I heard but then I had Lilly in the kitchen has
I wondered if it was not she out there in the woods. Kamjal say yes when I ask if it was Lilly
that was out there in the woods. Forest savage figures are often found in folklore worldwide
of. In medieval England, they went under the name Woodwoses, you can see them depicted on
the walls of the Anglican churches. In the Himalayas known as the Yeti. In the former Soviet republic was called the
Alma, in the North American Big Foot. The average length of a Big Foot seems to lie somewhere between 1.8 and
2.1 meters, although much smaller individuals have been reported. In North America there are many
reports related to UFOs. One of the earliest descriptions of Alma from 1400 -
century. The descriptions Mongolian and Russian scientists received the Alma says they are about
163 cm long and has dark, often reddish hair all over his body. It is also said that a hairy
human-like creature living in China where it has been dubbed the "Wild Man".
She is a water creature. - We landed in the sea for 500 000 years ago, she says, and they can travel
st all rivers on earth. One night I dream of the big wheel as a father with a furious pace
through the village. Later I read in a book that sailors sometimes have seen big wheels go over the waves in the ocean.
Semjal told me a lot to me but it is difficult to reproduce. I was about seven years old when she came
first time, I was sitting on the bridge and fished. I know that something happened at that time. I was on the way
home, I went and thought about what happened on the bridge and suddenly I was standing at the farm,
without realizing that I had gone a hundred yards. I've thought a lot about the event. So
a couple of years ago, she came again and I heard a long, strange story, which I will not be
try to reproduce. One evening I go out into the hall, there is something that pounds in your head, it feels like a
heavy pressure. So I feel a keen eye to her cheek and a voice that says: - When will you understand? A
Another time she said: - You have a predicate, I have four. I do not know what she means by that. She
says that a soil is divided in four years for them. I is operated by Semjal and her daughter.
Semjal says all the time for her daughter what she is doing, they help each other. They use silver wire tenseril,
which includes ammonia, it all goes horribly fast.
I see a man in black suit standing in a train. There are windows in the roof and daylight sometimes, it seems
as if the train is running through tunnels. The man holding a black briefcase in one hand, I see
the other hand, sleeve slides up a bit and on the wrist, he has a bracelet with a mark
on. The label is blank with a picture of a blue horizon with a red sun in the middle and the letters
DECCA engraved. He loses a little red envelope on the floor, but do not notice it. A dark-skinned
you enter the car and looks at him, then I wake up.
It starts at a young age, I am a seven-eight years and I have gone to bed for the night. So I dream,
I am out and floating in the universe where the stars just glides past, I have an incredible sense of freedom
and are happy. So I wake up to, and is inconsolable, the wonderful feeling of freedom is gone. I think
many days on the wonderful dream, and so want to be among the stars again. So one evening
When I presented myself, I lie and look at the luminous Sandman with an umbrella, which hangs in
the roof. Then I get a whim and ask him for help. I think the Sandman and asks: - Why do not you
help me so I get to the stars again? So I lie and look at him until I fall asleep and
then I am there again, I float among the stars as a spirit, free and independent, and doing just
outsinnligt good. Then I wake up in the end, and is just as unhappy again, I beg to Sandman many
evenings after that but will never get back the dream some more time. So is he for many years, almost
specifically, about forty. Pali has been some time ago. We've talked a lot, so one night she takes up
dream and wants me to tell you how I did, she seems anxious and says I have
share with you a dream so that others can experience it, but I have no plans to share
me. We discuss and I said: - Never, it's my bed! So we are, and I'm starting to become
"Great" to me, and demand more and more to share with you. Then I say: - I want a self-
day, the eighth day, my very own day, to share with me, and then we do not talk more about
it in a long time. Then comes Kamjal up, and helps me with everything. Then one evening in a dimly
moment, I promise her that she can be part of the dream and soar among the stars.
What is the name God