Walking Sign of the Times

I wanted to share my experiences with you all and thought it would do me good to write it again. My UFO experiences started after I was healed from cancer and my fathers death and a divorce. During my treatment in my high school years I found God and was on the verge of death. I use to watch the news and weep about kids being murdered and was deeply into comic books. I remember praying to God to be a superhero to help take the pain off the Earth after seeing a little girl named Haley on the news who was stomped to death by her father and buried in the backyard. Puking and losing hair and salivating in a bucket it was definitely a shamanistic death. What I call a chemical crucification. I had dreams of a shaman visiting me during treatment and later entered remission and have been healed for over 13 years now. Shortly after my father passed away and I went through a divorce with an Italian woman whose family was in the mafia. They tried to kidnap her from my home the day of the wedding. They forced us to divorce. Between this and losing my father and my stint with cancer. I started to experiment with the Occult and went into heavy metal party mode living on the edge like the trickster fool.

During this time I began to see UFOs with friends and family. One time a policeman even came to my neighborhood and told us to go inside that we weren't allowed to look at the stars. During this time I was messing with all sorts of Occult books and doing spells and never hurt anyone or sacrificed puppies or anything but read anything I could get my hands on like Dr. Frankenstein. Trying to figure why I had this calamity in my life. Why my father died. I was a quiet young meek boy and didn't really become an asshole until after all the calamity in my life. Doing better on that now in my middle thirties. I attracted a lot of bullies in high school and my dad was physically and mentally abusive as well. Life was already hard and throwing in UFO sightings and seeing weird beings sent me further over the edge.

Many of the sightings luckily I saw with witnesses. Which certainly helped me not think I was completely loony. Friends said for some reason I was attracting these events. I can recall seeing many different types of UFOs from Black Pyramids coming out of a green orange vortex with Helicopters chasing them. To strange energetic orbs in the night sky of different colors. I saw a black sphere once floating over a vehicle I was in and also an orange rusty type sphere floating over an intersection I was walking down. From some craft I would see a golden ball of light come down towards us to examine us on some level. At one point some type of government agency monitored me and my home. I saw a helicopter with a man in a soldier's outfit in a vehicle that appeared to be a helicopter without blades that made no sound. He was in the cockpit and waved at me and a friend. For years I did not come out of my house. I became a hermit and read all I could on the subject and then made my website to try to find out more and which certainly helped talking to others to realize I wasn't completely insane. If it weren't for the other people seeing these things with me I would probably be in the asylum locked up forever to be honest. If it weren't for the host of books and documentaries and people I have met. I probably would not have made it this far down the road keeping my sanity.

Now to get into the being sightings. I have seen beings of light that looked like angels. Beings that were very serpent like that must have been the reptilians. The reptilian ones are the ones I have the most trouble forgetting about and shook me up the most. At the time I thought they were fallen angels and maybe that is what they were. They kept telling me in my head to write and to sing and that they loved me. Sometimes I feel like if I just think about them they know it. Even to this day some sort of connection still exists. They reminded me in appearance of the Mayan Gods you see on Mayan cave wall paintings. Strange and terrifying and beautiful all at the same time. I also saw small beings in black robes standing around a black box in the woods. Once at night when I looked out my window I saw beings standing by a telephone pole. One had the head of a dragon or a mask on and one was a beautiful blonde haired lady and the other was a man playing a flute sitting indian style levitating. I will never forget these beings it scared the hell out of me so much I didn't appreciate them like I do now. Now I wish I could see them again and again. But I have not only in whispers of memories and sometimes in dreams or visions. I still see a UFO occasionally but nothing like those from days of old.

I do not understand why it happened to me. But I do think when I prayed the prayer to be a super hero to be more than I was to end the pain in the world during my chemotherapy that God opened my eyes and showed me around a little bit. I got more than I bargained for. Here I am now running my site, struggling to write a book about it all and thanks to Jeremy Vaeni interviewing others who are well known about these subjects at my website. Which is a dream come true! I could use an editor if you haven't noticed. lol. Going to college for that now in hopes of sprucing up my skills. I have a great woman in my life now and have a child on the way which just surprised the heaven out of me cause I thought I could not have children. Hoping for an indigo child. This is my tale. I am a walking sign of the times as we all are. Specially those who have witnessed similar strange events. I believe we all hold a piece of the puzzle and together we can make the mystery become whole through sharing and discussing these tales.

Thank you for sharing your experiences with us, Ufofiend. I know a bit about fighting cancer as my father passed away from colon cancer almost six years ago. I am happy you were able to beat the dreaded disease, although the cost is terrible both physically and emotionally.

I hope to read more of your experiences about your contact with aliens and other beings.

Have you ever connected to the "Otherworld"?

Have you ever had an OBE?

Goddess Bless,

Lloyd

I am sorry for your loss. I lost my father as well so I know that pain all to well.

It and cancer were a catalyst indeed for my experiences. Near death experiences are known to trigger shaman like transformations.

I do believe I connected to the otherworld many times. I know I had studied Druid books and books on Norse Gods and Celtic Gods during a lot of my experiences. The names of the Gods and Goddesses were listed in these books and I often wondered if I summoned them on some level or something totally weird. Still trying to figure that out. That is the frustrating part of going through experiences. Figuring it all out.

But through others we can indeed do this on some level that helps the whole I believe.

It does open up a whole new chapter in ones life and gives more meaning to it. I do not claim to have all the answers, but I have learned much from my experience to appreciate life more. I try not to get mad at people like I used to (I still have temper issues). Life is short so why hold a grudge or stay mad?

The journey is long, but it will have many adventures to it. (I could also quote from Bette Davis: "Buckle up, it's going to be a bumpy ride".

Goddess Bless,

Lloyd

Have you read up of the effects of chemo on the brain?

Thank you for sharing your story, UFOfiend.

I found it fascinating and hope you decide to share more with us here in this forum.

Thank you everyone. All apologies for taking so long to reply. With my own website, online mag, full time college, writing a book, etc. Plus most importantly my GF and a first baby on the way! Wow. I had a panic attack just writing it all out. HA! Hard to get out sometimes! But plan to try my best to mingle here more often. I barely keep up with my forum. I'm slow like the tortoise but meet my mark! Love Bill and his beloved Nancy and the Magazine! Interviewed Bill at my website and it was one of our biggest nights ever! Ok enough of tooting my horn at 730 am whilst blasting rock and roll!

As for the chemo question, wasn't sure how to take it exactly. As Jim Morrison would say I believe in a good cleansing with drugs in order to attain enlightenment..or something like that. lol. just kidding. I do believe that time was a huge moment of pain in my life that screamed out to the universe. I mean they took one of my testicles for God's sake man!

So my screams got the attention of God and his creatures and they along with Science healed me. I was in rough shape the cancer had spread. I prayed to be a superhero and for the pain to be taken off the Earth.. I was 17.. God heard and all his little aliens my friend.. That's all I know.. and I'm not here to prove it to anyone. I don't give a flying buffalo nuts who doesn't believe me. I just believe in myself and I know they do and those who do believe in me. God Speed and all my love to them! =) Take care.


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